March 28, 2009
Andee: 1 Year 8 months
Time: 5AM (Dubai) 9AM (Davao)
Mommy: Hi Andee!
Andee: Mommy, Mommy!
Mommy: How are you
Andee: Payn (coached by love2)
Mommy: Where's your fish?
Andee: "la na!"
(background: tita love: deadbol na!)
Andee: debol!
Mommy: I love you adee!
Andee: Ayayu mommy!
(Andee leaving for her great grandma's house, all dressed up)
Bye bye mommy! (Kiss to the computer)
14 days
14 days. That was how long I had to share with Papa just before he died.
14 days to say I am sorry. 14 days to serve him after what he did for us, making sure that he guided us (me) to be who we are today.
14 days to say goodbye, assuring him that I will be home soon to take care of Mama and Andy and the family. 14 days of showing him that we did care.
14 days.
14 days to say I am sorry. 14 days to serve him after what he did for us, making sure that he guided us (me) to be who we are today.
14 days to say goodbye, assuring him that I will be home soon to take care of Mama and Andy and the family. 14 days of showing him that we did care.
14 days.
Questions
Everyday when I get up in the morning I ask myself why am I here? Why have I decided to pack my things and give up my cool job. Why did I leave my precious one when she needed me so much.
Is this all worth it? Is this worth the time away from her and my family. Each passing day I reason with myself that it is... But is it really?
Is this all worth it? Is this worth the time away from her and my family. Each passing day I reason with myself that it is... But is it really?

