Message in a bottle (part 4)

Dear Andy,

Hi there sweetheart. Oh you've grown so much the past year that I have been away. I remember when I left you, you can barely call me mommy. Now, you've been so talkative especially when I call you.

Please anak as I nearly finish my first year here, I would like for you to understand, not just by your brain but in your heart how I have come to the decision to grab this opportunity. I know I can never turn back time. The moment that I have decided, yes, I will go abroad there was no turning back.

I was once asked if the pay was worth it, please remember this Andy, it will never be. There won't be any monetary equivalent to being beside you as you grow.

The next two years I know will also be hard for me, as our separation won't ever be easy. I pray that when this contract/ experience end there will be something good for me back home.

Always remember that I love you and I will always pray that you grow up to be brave and patient and kind and loving.

There will be so many things that I will want to tell you... I will, in time.

I love you so much anak.

love,

mommy

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