I will

Today is the beginning of my second year.  I have finished 1 leg of this 3-leg course.  I am to complete a 3-yr contract.  I am done with one.

Today I am going to be stronger.  I decide to become better than the past year.

I am better when I work wounded.  I know.  I have done this before.

Wounded not of some freakish accident.

But wounded still because of the hurt of being to far away from my precious angel.

I want to be better for me.

I want to be better for her.

I know that I can do it.

I know that I am going to do it.

I will be happy.

I will myself to be.