The man that he is...










taken on our hiking trip some 5 years ago... *Dinner date, December 2006


How time flies... has it really been six years? Six years of joy, hurt, sweet nothings and loving...
Yep! It has been... the basic difference? He's on his way to Canada and I'll be left here in Davao awaiting his return.

It was not a very pleasant six years at all.. not all joy and bliss... In fact there were time when we were on the verge of really separating. actually we did separate for a couple, 3? four times? But I stood my ground, and I knew it was a passing thing... I held on to what I knew was our promise to each one. And now, we have come this far.

I am not perfect.. far from it. I get jealous. Really, I do. I hate it when he has to go out at night and has to go with his friends.. especially whenever there are girl friends around... pisses me off! But I have to let him.. lest he scolds me that I am over reacting.

Now, it's a different story, I have to trust him with all my heart... he has to be trusted or this jealous rage inside me will implode any moment! And I wouldn't want that to happen. I have myself to protect... I have a relationship to protect... even for two years.

Yes, we'll be separated physically for two years. I'll be left in Davao to fend for myself while he in Canada to work his a$% off for our future. Thus the trust.

He may have all the faults, a lot will tell me that but they aren't in the relationship that we are in.

I pray to God we get through this... and be forever again in another 2 years.


**While writing, Bowits is in Bulacan, stopping over to his relatives before his actual flight to Canada on Jan. 18, 2007

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