Haberdee Andee!

Dear Andy,

Happy Birthday! I hope you had a very happy one. I heard you were so happy with the small party that they did for you and your Sunday school classmates. I am so glad that you enjoyed it.

I am also happy that you visited your great grandma. Not because of what other people may think that I want to show to your father how selfishly he took away something I felt so precious for you, rather because I know one day you will really ask me who your "other side" of the coin is.

I hope that when that time comes you will see what I thought I have seen as good for you and for us.

I know it'll be 2 more birthdays which I will miss but I will take that as part of what I have decided a year back. It was truly one of the hardest that I had to do in my entire life. I may, at one point regret it but I never the fact that I have you in my life.

I miss you so much. I miss hugging you and kissing you on your birthday. I hope Tito Paul being there will make things a bit better.

I am going to see you soon sweetheart. I promise.

Love,

Mommy